How she missed him

She missed him. When they first met neither of them could ever predict what the future held. She'd never thought she could fall as fast and hard as she did. That he'd be on her mind every single day. 

That she'd miss him. 

The way he held her made her feel safe, the way he looked at her and smiled made her giggly. When he traced every inch of her body with his fingers it gave her the good kind of chills. When they kissed... oh, the kisses. The world stopped existing when they kissed.  

She loved sleeping next to him, feeling his chest moving with every breath he took. The way he held her close, and played with her hair. The way he'd tell her she looked pretty out of the blue. When he held her down, pinned to the bed. She had fallen so hard, and so fast, she didn't even know how it happend. Felt like she had closed her eyes for a minute, and when she opened them he was there. 

That was her favourite thing about him - he'd caught her when she fell. 

*As you can tell, I'm writing again. Three days off work, and this is what happens. 

All grown up

I'm not a student. Done. Not going back to school in two months. For the first time in my life I have no idea what's going to happen i august. It's scary as hell, and it feels amazing. 

The only thing I know right now is that I'm working pretty much full-time all of june, and half of august (unless I get a new job). And I'm going home in august, moving back home. And just knowing that makes me so happy. I don't even have the words to describe it. 

Oh, and by the way, I got a new tattoo. Love it!

Guess that kind of rules out that whole all grown up thing... Oh well, I'm only 23!

Something I need

I've spent all weekend either in bed or at work. Night-shifts are crap, I really don't understand how people do it. It's not bad being at work, just the whole sleeping all day thing is throwing me off. 

Oh well. Got a couple of days off work, and I'll probably go crazy. Got my oral exam tomorrow, which means that I'm officially not a student anymore at 2pm! (unless I fail...) 

Seriously tho, my life really is rather boring these days. I'm working, eating, sleeping, and cleaning. 

Nothing interesting really.  

Lastly: this song is amazing

  

It's alive

I'm not dead, I swear! 

Things have been slightly crazy since school "ended". 

Been working, home, working, working and working. The few days I've had off have been spent with friends, or just reading in the sun. 

Working nights this weekend, having my final exam (like, ever!!) on Monday, and going back home for two days at the end of next week (and working in between, of course). As I said, crazy.

Other than that my life isn't all that interesting. It's been really sunny for the past weeks (on and off), and I've been working on my tan. Which means I'm not see-through anymore. Go me!

Ok... time to sleep. Will do my best to get up early tomorrow, and sleep in the afternoon. And work all night. I love my energydrinks. 

Leaving

After spending four fantastic days in Bodø, I'm back in Lillehammer.

Each time I get on the plane there's a mix of feelings. And I'm sorry to keep going on and on about this, but it's such a weird feeling. It's something I've never experienced before, exept for when I left Dunedin.

It's a mix between happy, sad, excited, frustrated, relieved and angry. 

I'm happy for the time I got to spent at home, but sad that I couldn't stay longer. Excited for the things that I'll be doing here (Lillehammer), but frustrated that I can't do it at home. Relieved that things at home are still the same, and angry that I have to leave them. 

It simply breaks my heart each time I have to leave, and yet; it fills me with joy. 

The best thing about being back to Lillehammer is getting back to my relationship. It's been going on for four years, and I'm just starting to realize how special it is. My bed and I are very happy, and still very much in love, thank you for asking. 

"I'm going home to the place where I belong"

First:

Dear neighbors, I'm all for pre-gaming, but please don't do it when I have to get up at 6am. 

Yes. 

Second:

I love life! Got really homesick on Friday and decided to book a flight home for tomorrow. Tomorrow!

So excited, and so stressed! Spent all day working and cleaning. Did the last of my packing just now, and I'll leave straight from work to the airport. Really hope everything goes smooth as fuck. 

Third:

It's been a crazy week really. Had my final (!!!!) exam on tuesday, doing stuff every single day all week long. 

How I felt after the exam

And now I should try to get some sleep. It's gonna be a long day tomorrow!

The National Day of Norway

This week has actually been long enough to make me think it's monday... 

It's been a good week though!

Most of it has been spent buried beneath six different books and about ten panic attacks. But I've also had time to sort through my shoes, eat ice cream and enjoy life. 

Yesterday was may 17, the national day of Norway!

It was such a great day, and I'm so happy that I got to spent it with my closest friends. We had breakfast and cake at my place, and I think everyone got quite full. Afterwards we went downtown to watch half of Lillehammer gathered in one street.

A big thank you to all the cute people who made the day such a blast! And especially to the one who got on a train, left Oslo and came all the way up here.

For once I'll throw in some pictures! From my phone, but it could be worse.
Everything you need for a great celebration.

Cupcakes

Wine

Lots of people wearing bunad

Really cute friends