Finally found you

In this crazy world of choices I've only got a few

Either you're coming with me or I'm coming with you 

I'm totally hooked on this song, which means I'll play it on repeat until it drives me crazy

Quotes

I just love pintrest

Inspo

Some more inspo for my next one. Love all of these, either the placement or the motive. 

After 7 hours at school today, I decided to go buy some clothes and jewelry, just because. 

Not gonna help me get a new tattoo - but it made me happy for today.

Life and stuff

Seriously, life is so dull right now. Spent all day at school, reading about politics. Got home, watched some tv, bought food and watched a movie. 

Tomorrow will be pretty much the same. Might go to the gym, taking it easy. Trying to give my body time to get back together after last week. 

Dear body, please look like a model when you're done with this shit. 

Anyways. 

After my long rant about how much I dislike romantic movies and romance and shit, I feel so stupid for watching Dear John close to ten times in a week, and watching The Notebook today. 

Oh well, turns out I like it every once in a while. 

So yeah... dinnertime I guess. 

Home again

Spent last night in my own bed on leave from the hospital, and had to go back this morning at 8am. 

Got the MRI at 11am, and was sent home at 3.30pm. It's been a really long day, and week so far. 

The result was the same as last time - they could not find anything on my pictures (yay!). The diagnosis is migraine with aura. This means that whenever I get a migraine I will lose feeling in half my body, and be ruined for about three days. Could be worse. 

The doctor gave me a prescription for some medications that I can take when the headache sets in, and something to take if I can't get it done before the aura comes. Feel like a walking pharmacy... 

Anyways. 

I really have to give a big internet hug to all the people who supportet me with funny (and concerned) texts the past couple of days, as well as phonecalls. A huge thanks to the lovely girls who came by with flowers and chocolate, it meant the world, and sorry that I fell asleep during some of our conversations!

Not to mention the nurses and doctors. They were all so nice and understanding. Especially to the nurse who gave me a hug when I was crying my eyes out because I got so scared. Thank you!

I'm still not feeling 100%, but I'll get there.

Hug?

I still feel like shit and still have a thousand different medications in my system. 

Got to go home today, but going back again tomorrow morning to get an MRI. 

Gone to bed allready, and will probably fall asleep really soon. 

Gotta say - I felt a lot safer at the hospital

Hospital

So I ended up in the hospital today. No big deal, just a really bad migraine combinded with losing my eyesight and feeling in my right arm. According to google I'm dying...

I've been in my bed for the past 8 hours, feeling like shit and getting drugs every two hours. Life is good!

Romance

Arm in arm, dusk to dawn, with the curtains closed and a little last night on these sheets 

I'm usually not a big fan of romance, or even love. I hate those huge gestures, romantic movie style. I'll watch one romantic movie each year, just to remind myself why I hate it. I get easily bored, and can't stand being tied down to someone who doesn't want fun, travel or party in their life. Looking back - how the hell did I get through three years with someone so different from me? 

I'm in love with falling in love. It's so easy, and so hard at the same time. It means letting your guard down. To let someone get to know you, in all aspects of life. Everything from the grumpy cat in the morning, to housewife that appears every once in a while. And everything in between. 

When I'm in a relationship, or busy falling in love, I still hate the Hollywood kind of romance. The 50 roses and champagne, while having sex (or making love) next to a fireplace.
puke. 

I'm a sucker for the everyday kind of romance. Romance in a getting the other person a cup of coffee in the morning. Getting a kiss when you leave for work. The spontaneous kind of romance.

That's the kind of romance that I want in life. The kind that makes a relationship last. 

I realize that this post makes half of you want to throw up... It even makes me want to puke a tiny bit.

But this is what's on my mind right now, and facebook won't let me add gif's!

Home

I spent the weekend in Bodø with friends and family, and it was just as amazing as last time. 

This feeling of home is something I've lost at Lillehammer. And it makes me sad, because I have friends, school, work and everything else down here. 

As you might have figured out by now I have a huge urge to travel, and experience new things. This urge makes it even harder for me to not have the feeling of home in the city I live in. It makes me relax and not stress as much as I usually do. It makes me realize what Bodø has to offer.

The good thing is that it makes me even more sure that I have to move back. I have to find a way to get back home. 

The viking in me needs to go home. 

Happy Valentine's day

Life

Starting to realize that my blog revolves around school, work, food and sleep. 

Well, that's my life in a nutshell.  

This sums it up

So guess what I did today. That's right, I ate, went to school, ate, went to work, ate and now I'm contemplating wheter or not this is a good time to go to bed. 

I need to get a more interesting life... Maybe next week. 

School and other fun things to do.

Hi there!

Just got really bored at school, and while I'm taking a break I figured I'd tell you how much fun it is to listen/observe people. Spending my day at the library, and there's really all types of people here. There's one guy who's been here for over an hour, and has done nothing but eat since he got here. Two guys reading their own paper and looking quite confused. Three girls having a big discussion about pineapples, and a couple of people giving them the mean eye! I should spend more time in here. 

And me? 

I'm reading about politics. Power and foreign policy to be more precise. Quite interesting, but I'm soooo tired! 

My first exam is in a month, so I better get done with at least half of it this week. No way in hell, but a girl can try. 

Oh well... at least I'm going to the gym later, and having a really healthy dinner. 

Wanderlust pt. 2

So I read this amazing blogpost about a week ago, called don't date a girl who travels. It made all my wishes for travel come back, and it also made me realize that I'm far from ready to settle down just yet. There's so many places to see, people to meet and things to do! 

As I've said before - there are countries I want to see before I get a house, kids and all that normal stuff.. But there's also so many things I want to do! Until 2012 I wanted to go skydiving and bungyjumping. I did both in one day (can't say I would recomend that, you won't get any sleep after that). I also wanted to travel all by myself, and I did. I still want to go somewhere and just be my own company, and make friends from across the world, but I also want to bring some of my best friends across the world and let them see all the wonders with me. 

And don't get me wrong, I love my friends to the end of the world, but some of them are not cut out for travel. One friend said to me - "I really want to go to "syden" (anywhere with sun and a beach), to see some cultural stuff". And I'm looking at her, thinking to myself - no, you want to get a tan. I want to go to Brazil and see the carnival, or to go back to Australia to dive with great whites. Anything that will get my adrenalin pumping, that will drive me a tiny bit craycray, or anywhere that I can learn something. 

And this is why that blogpost hit me. 

I'll always want to see more, never want to settle down, and I'll always be selfish when it comes to travel and adventure.

"So never date a girl who travels unless you can keep up with her. And if you unintentionally fall in love with one, don't you dare keep her. Let her go."

How bad do you want it?

I got through the entire game. And when it was all done, I fell asleep faster than you can say fast. 

But anyways.. Today is Monday! It's a new week, new possibilites and new goals. Thought I'd share something with you. It's a video/speech that I listen to every single morning. I'll listen to it while I'm doing my make-up, sitting on the buss or walking to the gym. It keeps me motivated. There's so many of these kinds of video on youtube, and this one is the only one that's really hit me. I even have it on my phone!

To me, success isn't getting a high-paid job, going to the gym 6 times a week or keeping my home perfect at all times. If I manage to cross off everything I plan on doing during one day, that one day has brought me one step closer to being successful. 

Hope the video makes your Monday a tad bit better, and that it makes some of you more motivated to get stuff done!

"When you want to succeed as bad as you want to breathe, then you'll be successful" 

Super Bowl

Hi sweeties. 

I've been challenged to watch super bowl, and to watch the entire game. Challenge accepted!

Just had to google American Football for dummies.. It's gonna be a long night. For those of you reading this from anywhere else than Norway - it's 12.30am, and I'm close to praying for kick-off!

I have tried, for the past three years, to watch the super bowl. I've also failed each time, fallen asleep on the floor. This time I come prepared! Coca Cola, coffee, water, food. I'm good to go! If all else fails - I have pills (like, energy pills, not drugs). 

So far my conclusion is:

1. Americans are craycray! 

2. There's a lot of them 

3. The players are HUGE! 

4. I have no idea who's playing, how they get points or who's gonna win. 

5. I'm excited for the half-time show!

Aaaaand we're ready!

Gogo whoever wins!

Enjoy the game people, or a good nights sleep.