Inspo

Some more inspo for my next one. Love all of these, either the placement or the motive. 

After 7 hours at school today, I decided to go buy some clothes and jewelry, just because. 

Not gonna help me get a new tattoo - but it made me happy for today.

Life and stuff

Seriously, life is so dull right now. Spent all day at school, reading about politics. Got home, watched some tv, bought food and watched a movie. 

Tomorrow will be pretty much the same. Might go to the gym, taking it easy. Trying to give my body time to get back together after last week. 

Dear body, please look like a model when you're done with this shit. 

Anyways. 

After my long rant about how much I dislike romantic movies and romance and shit, I feel so stupid for watching Dear John close to ten times in a week, and watching The Notebook today. 

Oh well, turns out I like it every once in a while. 

So yeah... dinnertime I guess. 

Home again

Spent last night in my own bed on leave from the hospital, and had to go back this morning at 8am. 

Got the MRI at 11am, and was sent home at 3.30pm. It's been a really long day, and week so far. 

The result was the same as last time - they could not find anything on my pictures (yay!). The diagnosis is migraine with aura. This means that whenever I get a migraine I will lose feeling in half my body, and be ruined for about three days. Could be worse. 

The doctor gave me a prescription for some medications that I can take when the headache sets in, and something to take if I can't get it done before the aura comes. Feel like a walking pharmacy... 

Anyways. 

I really have to give a big internet hug to all the people who supportet me with funny (and concerned) texts the past couple of days, as well as phonecalls. A huge thanks to the lovely girls who came by with flowers and chocolate, it meant the world, and sorry that I fell asleep during some of our conversations!

Not to mention the nurses and doctors. They were all so nice and understanding. Especially to the nurse who gave me a hug when I was crying my eyes out because I got so scared. Thank you!

I'm still not feeling 100%, but I'll get there.

Hug?

I still feel like shit and still have a thousand different medications in my system. 

Got to go home today, but going back again tomorrow morning to get an MRI. 

Gone to bed allready, and will probably fall asleep really soon. 

Gotta say - I felt a lot safer at the hospital

Hospital

So I ended up in the hospital today. No big deal, just a really bad migraine combinded with losing my eyesight and feeling in my right arm. According to google I'm dying...

I've been in my bed for the past 8 hours, feeling like shit and getting drugs every two hours. Life is good!

Romance

Arm in arm, dusk to dawn, with the curtains closed and a little last night on these sheets 

I'm usually not a big fan of romance, or even love. I hate those huge gestures, romantic movie style. I'll watch one romantic movie each year, just to remind myself why I hate it. I get easily bored, and can't stand being tied down to someone who doesn't want fun, travel or party in their life. Looking back - how the hell did I get through three years with someone so different from me? 

I'm in love with falling in love. It's so easy, and so hard at the same time. It means letting your guard down. To let someone get to know you, in all aspects of life. Everything from the grumpy cat in the morning, to housewife that appears every once in a while. And everything in between. 

When I'm in a relationship, or busy falling in love, I still hate the Hollywood kind of romance. The 50 roses and champagne, while having sex (or making love) next to a fireplace.
puke. 

I'm a sucker for the everyday kind of romance. Romance in a getting the other person a cup of coffee in the morning. Getting a kiss when you leave for work. The spontaneous kind of romance.

That's the kind of romance that I want in life. The kind that makes a relationship last. 

I realize that this post makes half of you want to throw up... It even makes me want to puke a tiny bit.

But this is what's on my mind right now, and facebook won't let me add gif's!

Home

I spent the weekend in Bodø with friends and family, and it was just as amazing as last time. 

This feeling of home is something I've lost at Lillehammer. And it makes me sad, because I have friends, school, work and everything else down here. 

As you might have figured out by now I have a huge urge to travel, and experience new things. This urge makes it even harder for me to not have the feeling of home in the city I live in. It makes me relax and not stress as much as I usually do. It makes me realize what Bodø has to offer.

The good thing is that it makes me even more sure that I have to move back. I have to find a way to get back home. 

The viking in me needs to go home.